What's your opinion? Any suggestions?

You know what your problem is? You are looking for problems within yourself, don't do that, just loosen the hell up dude, you are 16 years old have some fun while you are still young, why do you waste your time on such meaningless thoughts? Therapy at 16 .... wow, you need to chill out kid, listen to some nice music, go out with your friends and HAVE FUN